Back to You

I've spent my life believing there was nothing more for me than just being the unwanted son. When you are told you are not good enough, you begin to believe it. It was better to be ignored, attention only brought disaster. But I could not ignore the halo of blood surrounding my brother. I saved him once, and I was determined to keep saving him.

He was all I had; until I met her.

I wasn't truly alive until she came into my life. I never knew what I was missing, and now that I know, it is torture.

How can I live when my brother is fighting so hard to die? He needs me, more than she does. And I'm no good, never have been.

What she offers is a dream, and this life of mine has no place for dreams.

So why can't I breath unless I'm with her?

• This is one book from a connected series. The books do not have to be read in a particular order, and the reader does not have to read the other books to understand the events in each book.

• Please be advised that each book in the series may contain subjects that are of an emotional nature, include foul language, have descriptions of sexual contact, discuss substance abuse, and make references to or include descriptions of harmful acts. Recommended for mature audiences.

• This particular book is Brad's story and includes the moments that were most impactful for him. The companion novel to Brad's story is Finding You, but it is not necessary for you to read that book to enjoy Brad's story.