An autobiography of a young girl whose life was quickly turned upside down by an event that took her mother not only down a path of deep depression but right into the hold of a doomsday cult that would in the end be her mother's undoing and the undoing of her family. Living years of uncertainty inside the cult, never good enough as a daughter, wife, and sister, a series of events led her to a path that walked her right outside the doors of the cult and into a whole new world. Sadness, uncertainty, and some guilt were followed by hope, health, love, and an awareness of a whole new happy shiny world. Transitioning into a whole new life and seeing the deep scares a cult, abuse, and lies can do and how to come out of it, bent but not broken.