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Even Here is a deeply personal and theologically rich exploration of pain, memory, and the unwavering presence of God in the midst of trauma. Written by combat veteran and ordained chaplain Jay P. Kotsko, this book bears witness to the places many believers avoid: the shadows of shame, the silence of grief, the ache of unanswered prayers, and the confusing intersections of faith and suffering.
Through raw storytelling, biblical reflection, and trauma-informed insight, Even Here invites readers to confront their own wounded timelines not with fear, but with the assurance that healing is not the absence of scars. It is the presence of God in the middle of them. With each chapter, Jay opens a door into his own journey of loss, identity disruption, moral injury, and spiritual disconnection. But what emerges is not despair. It is grace. Not a cheap or distant grace, but the kind that walks with us through the long night. The kind that sits in the ashes and refuses to leave.
Blending clinical understanding with sacred narrative, Jay offers a redemptive reframing of trauma that is both practical and pastoral. Whether you are a survivor, a caregiver, a pastor, or simply someone who knows what it means to hurt and hope at the same time, Even Here will meet you in your story and gently remind you:
God does not wait for your healing to begin His work. He enters the brokenness, abides in it, and brings redemption not beyond it, but within it. Even here.
