In which my longing for that which is lost Encompassing this true story of Bella and Chaim, the author’s parents, with the intergenerational trauma of being a child of survivors, this memoir of love, loss and gratitude, is a testament to the human spirit as well as a call to rise above: ashes, victimhood, and generalizations.

Bella and Chaim met and fell in love in the Warsaw Ghetto where they witnessed the destruction of a way of life; sole survivors of both their families, they were in the ghetto until its last days then endured entombment for eighteen months before rescue, liberation, and immigration to begin anew in Australia.

A flowing collage embracing and mingling survivor-memory, recorded and analyzed historical context, and memory-fragments of Melbourne in the 1950s, with real-time musings on the light, dark and potential of being alive. Honoring the murdered and the righteous, reminding us that our choices matter, ever present are the dilemma’s and challenges facing us today. Augmented with photos, maps, a chapter on sources, bibliography, endnotes and an index, this book can be read as an inspirational story and/or utilized as a well-researched resource for in-depth study.

“Sara Rena Vidal’s imaginative story of her parents’ war …” – Steven Carroll, Spectrum (The Age (Melbourne) & Sydney Morning Herald) 9/12/2017

“… the author has used the power of multiple sources of words to conjure the immediacy of a vanished world. I haven’t read anything quite like it before.” – Lisa Hill, ANZLitLovers.

“Wonderful book; deeply researched, scholarly, heartfelt and well written.” – Emeritus Professor Roger Fay, University of Tasmania

‘.. what an intrinsic and fascinating … ultimately beautiful dedication to family to faith and to life. So thoroughly researched too. A life’s work for sure …‘ – Stella Kinsella, Williamstown.

‘This memoir … refuses to defer to hate and yearns to inspire a more humane future.“ – Emeritus Professor Richard Freadman, LaTrobe University.

”… a beautiful way to end, so full of a sense of our common humanity and our connection to everything on this planet if we are open to it.“ – India Bell, Sydney