Invaded by hippies I felt crazy as I learned about boundaries. Hurtful name calling and criticism from jealousy: a dark force thru the centuries. Longwinded narcissists think their every word is gold when just by their loquacity it’s all bull. The past was stupid people who hated you and as stupid people do they got cruel too. They project inadequacies/insecurities onto a child who then goes crazy and wild. Sins are mal-adaptive coping devices: crutches, mood elevators, anything making this pain cease.