When I repented God took out all my enemies: He was waiting for ME. The older I get the more terrifying it is to look back, I was dense to dangers in fact. I don’t know who’s crueler, youth or older. The latter have more savvy to ruin you but youth are crazier too. The envious are so insidious they wish bad things happening to you or good taken away. Jezebel suppressed her envy but started criticizing while triangulating with the enemy. When someone envies you it’s hate, not the greatest form of flattery . Cut your losses/move on to friends happy in your growth because they are whole.