A. Nicole Alexander started life as a bright-eyed young girl just like many other women. She had dreams of finding the perfect life, but life had other plans for her. In her memoir, Digging Up Roots, Nicole writes of the search for her true path after almost two decades of living a lesbian lifestyle.

“Maybe you were born this way.” “You can’t help who you love.” “God is love and He loves you regardless.” That’s what the world wanted Nicole to believe about her lesbian lifestyle. The church told her she was demon possessed, an abomination to God’s law, but what about the Christian women with whom she was intimate? She never felt that she chose to have certain feelings; she did, however, make the choice to stop fighting her urges.

Through it all, she knew there was much more to her story than what others could see, but with so many contradictions in her life, it took Nicole years to make the final decision about what type of life she wanted to live. Nicole offers a practical look at how she became entangled in homosexuality, and how she fought her way out with God’s help by digging up the roots and planting the seeds for a new life.