This a long look into my many journal entries growing up and going through middle school and high school and the crushes and so-called true loves. This is my closure to those days and those who have hurt me; letting them know that through the Grace and Mercy and Love of Jesus Christ and His Father; they are forgiven and that they didn’t know what they were doing; and how it would be God’s use of them that would shape the person I am today and letting them know that they just made me into a fighter and made my skin that much thicker but still softer so that I can enjoy the many blessing God has allowed my eyes to see in this life; so that I can realize who the true BOSS is! He is the only true friend and love you and I both truly have; no matter what we do. This is a look into what many teens and young adults still deal with today; but at a much higher scale; and how important it is to have family and friends there to build you up; when others don’t know what they are doing. Jesus said: “Father forgive them for they no not what they do.” Once you have discovered who God is and how much He is in control and loves you like a father; with the power of a God; what others may say about you don’t matter that much anymore. He is waiting on you…will you answer his call or keep running? Abba, please let whom ever reads this book be beckoned by you in a way they have never been before. Abba please don’t give up on them. Continue to love on them In Jesus’ name..Amen.