I Must Betray You

Ruta Sepetys

I Must Betray You
Hachette Children's Group
United Kingdom
4 August 2022

I Must Betray You

Ruta Sepetys

Trapped by an evil dictatorship, will Cristian be forced to betray his family or will he risk everything he loves to resist?

A bestselling YA thriller based on real events, from a prizewinning author. Cristian has lived his entire life in the grip of a repressive dictatorship. The country is governed by fear. When the secret police blackmail him, Cristian has an impossible choice. Save the life of his sick grandfather by informing on his family, or risk his life - and all of theirs - by resisting? At 17, Cristian dreams of being free but doesn’t know where to turn. In this climate of constant suspicion, can he trust his best friend, his girlfriend or even his family?

Closely based on the real events of the Romanian Revolution of 1989, this is a powerful, heart-breaking thriller from the author of Salt to the Sea, winner of the Carnegie Medal.


Ruta Sepetys is renowned for casting a humanitarian lens on real stories of human tragedy, giving voice to those whose stories may otherwise be lost in the cracks of history. Sepetys was awarded the Carnegie Medal for Salt to the Sea and was praised for raising awareness about a lesser-known maritime disaster: a civilian ocean liner targeted by enemy fire during the Second World War resulting in the loss of 9600 lives. Her latest book, I Must Betray You, is set in Romania during the communist rule of Nicolae and Elena Ceausescu and brings an informed socio-political scrutiny to this brutal and oppressive regime that lasted close to 30 years.

As a reader, I was fascinated by the subject matter and valued learning about life under the regime for the Romanian people. The 17-year-old protagonist, Cristian, aspires to become a writer and trades in contraband to source news of the outside world. He also takes great risks to document his dissident thoughts and observations in a private notebook; ideas he entrusts only to his grandfather. When Cristian is betrayed by an unknown informer, he is in turn forced by the secret police to inform on those around him, under the threat that life-saving medicines would be withheld from his grandfather should Cristian not comply. Cristian’s minder instructs him to befriend the son of an American diplomat, but in a dangerous game of duplicity, Cristian is both informer and freedom writer and exploits this connection to smuggle information to the outside world about the oppressive reality of life under the regime.

This is an inspiring story about the struggle for truth in a world obscured by lies, and where trust between people is compromised by a vast network of civilian informers. As news emerges of the collapse of communism in neighbouring countries, the Romanian people take courage and risk everything to bring about a revolution. I Must Betray You is enthralling historical young adult fiction for mature readers ages 13+.

Natalie Platten is the Children’s Book Buyer at Readings Doncaster.

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